ho hum
honestly...i've never had so much happen in one year...and its not even been a year yet.
so many things are happening at once i have no idea what is going on.
i think i'm exhausted just from trying to figure out everything.
something is definitely in the water my friends.
the winds have shifted to some odd direction i've never seen.
i'm a person who believes in signs, as corny as that is.
not horoscope signs, but signs that something thats happening
is good or bad.
like, fate but not quite.
i'm getting bombarded from every direction and i don't know where to go.
unfinished business and beginnings that never got they're start,
responsibilities that overwhelm and friends that are losing excuses to call,
i don't know what to think is good and what is bad.
i'm so happy right now, i can't understand how within the course of a week,
things seem to come together, better than i had expected,
and yet,
i feel like i'm getting signs that its not supposed to be this way.
that i'm making more of the situation than is really there.
step by step, its what was decided;
i'm afraid i am looking at this as more than it is.
steps have been skipped by default.
i know i overanalyze and over think things,
but the signs are here with me,
following my every move;
both the good and bad.
i really need to learn how to make a damn decision for myself,
i just really don't know how.
its taken me this long to say something,
who knows how long it will take me to say more.
(just kidding =P)
for me, its the little things that count.
the things that show how much u really care.
actions always speak louder than words.
i know you understand.
that's what makes me crazy...
...you completely understand.
Thank you.
so many things are happening at once i have no idea what is going on.
i think i'm exhausted just from trying to figure out everything.
something is definitely in the water my friends.
the winds have shifted to some odd direction i've never seen.
i'm a person who believes in signs, as corny as that is.
not horoscope signs, but signs that something thats happening
is good or bad.
like, fate but not quite.
i'm getting bombarded from every direction and i don't know where to go.
unfinished business and beginnings that never got they're start,
responsibilities that overwhelm and friends that are losing excuses to call,
i don't know what to think is good and what is bad.
i'm so happy right now, i can't understand how within the course of a week,
things seem to come together, better than i had expected,
and yet,
i feel like i'm getting signs that its not supposed to be this way.
that i'm making more of the situation than is really there.
step by step, its what was decided;
i'm afraid i am looking at this as more than it is.
steps have been skipped by default.
i know i overanalyze and over think things,
but the signs are here with me,
following my every move;
both the good and bad.
i really need to learn how to make a damn decision for myself,
i just really don't know how.
its taken me this long to say something,
who knows how long it will take me to say more.
(just kidding =P)
for me, its the little things that count.
the things that show how much u really care.
actions always speak louder than words.
i know you understand.
that's what makes me crazy...
...you completely understand.
Thank you.