long boring update about my recent weeks
So I've found out a little more about my male friend from MB that ive hung out with a couple times. That hes the clingy type and it freaks me out. It sucks because hes really nice and wouldnt even appear to be annoying unless you hung out with him a couple times. I only realized he was annoying once people at work started telling me that, otherwise I never noticed and now im making up excuses not to hang out with him as we speak. The other day we talked on aim and he confessed his feelings for me, told me that he trusts me and told me a personal story of his life for 40 FUCKING MINUTES STRAIGHT. We have little in common so I dont know why hes even attracted to me, its like hes so desprerate for a girlfriend that he'll latch onto anyone. His music taste is pretty bad, hes listens to mostly rap with the exception of bands like taking back sunday and fall out boy... I feel awful writing something as pathetic as a LJ post about my friend being annoying but my feelings had to be written somewhere.
Plus ive turned into one of those jerks that uses people for their own benefit. I didnt really want to hang out with him in the first place but I decided to try again for the getting high offer and he said he didnt want to-again!(and I know he gets high so I dont know why he always says no to me) I mean its fine, ive been in a ton of situations where I didnt want to just hang out with someone for pot but uhh I guess its a little different now. So basically after he declined my offer I lied and told him I had a headache and couldnt go out which is one of the most asshole-ish things Ive done.
Speaking of getting high I must let everyone know that I love radiohead, their definitely my current favorite band and I honestly cant get enough of them. I listen to them in the car, walking around campus, while painting, around my house, around the mall, everywhere. Theres a reason to listen to radiohead in every situation im in.
For a while I only had the album 'Ok computer' but I didnt want it to get old so I went and got another album 'Kid A'. I didnt get kid a based on any reason, I didnt really know which one to get so I went with that one. The first couple times I listened to it I was a little disapointed just because that album had to compete with ok computer which I think is their best album. Kid A is alot of intros and outros and songs fading into the other and I guess I was just comparing the fact that it was a lot less lyrical compared to ok computer. Kid A is more of an album that you put on as background music for whatever your doing, in my opinion. Fortuently on wednesday I was alone in my house like every wednesday because everyone was at school/work. I wasnt planning on getting high because I think its kind of pathetic to smoke alone but by 11:30 I was so bored that I decided to smoke a little bowl. I smoked one bowl and got pretty fucked, I know, pathetic. It was lovely though. I decided to give Kid A another chance and by the second song I realized in my new perception that it is in fact, a terrific album. I had never felt so creative being high and listening to that one. I love it now, I guess you dont want the band you love to have every album sounding the same as the other.
So after listening to Kid A and loving that album I bought The bends right after. your definitely able to tell that it was made in the early 90's and theres not as much computer effect noises (you know what im talking about)but as said, thats what I love about this band, theres a different album for whatever mood your currently in.
Honestly I could rave about them for a lot longer but I'll stop
Plus ive turned into one of those jerks that uses people for their own benefit. I didnt really want to hang out with him in the first place but I decided to try again for the getting high offer and he said he didnt want to-again!(and I know he gets high so I dont know why he always says no to me) I mean its fine, ive been in a ton of situations where I didnt want to just hang out with someone for pot but uhh I guess its a little different now. So basically after he declined my offer I lied and told him I had a headache and couldnt go out which is one of the most asshole-ish things Ive done.
Speaking of getting high I must let everyone know that I love radiohead, their definitely my current favorite band and I honestly cant get enough of them. I listen to them in the car, walking around campus, while painting, around my house, around the mall, everywhere. Theres a reason to listen to radiohead in every situation im in.
For a while I only had the album 'Ok computer' but I didnt want it to get old so I went and got another album 'Kid A'. I didnt get kid a based on any reason, I didnt really know which one to get so I went with that one. The first couple times I listened to it I was a little disapointed just because that album had to compete with ok computer which I think is their best album. Kid A is alot of intros and outros and songs fading into the other and I guess I was just comparing the fact that it was a lot less lyrical compared to ok computer. Kid A is more of an album that you put on as background music for whatever your doing, in my opinion. Fortuently on wednesday I was alone in my house like every wednesday because everyone was at school/work. I wasnt planning on getting high because I think its kind of pathetic to smoke alone but by 11:30 I was so bored that I decided to smoke a little bowl. I smoked one bowl and got pretty fucked, I know, pathetic. It was lovely though. I decided to give Kid A another chance and by the second song I realized in my new perception that it is in fact, a terrific album. I had never felt so creative being high and listening to that one. I love it now, I guess you dont want the band you love to have every album sounding the same as the other.
So after listening to Kid A and loving that album I bought The bends right after. your definitely able to tell that it was made in the early 90's and theres not as much computer effect noises (you know what im talking about)but as said, thats what I love about this band, theres a different album for whatever mood your currently in.
Honestly I could rave about them for a lot longer but I'll stop