A little better, I guess

[gaz4prez]

So yeah, I guess I'm out of my funk or whatever. If you can call it that. In any case, I'm not going to mope anymore. My roomie is gone (AGAIN) as are all of my other friends that I've known for a long time. Oh, and I haven't heard from either of my brothers or Zim, so it looks like I'm the only one from my world again. I think I should start

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[hitsuzenklutz]

So you just continue to endure~

[gaz4prez]

Just barely.

Didn't think you cared.

[hitsuzenklutz]

Why would you say that?

[gaz4prez]

Because...its kinda how things have always been for me.

How do you think I became ambivalent?

[hitsuzenklutz]

You think you are the only one like that?

You were getting so much better...

[gaz4prez]

If you think that's what I think, you ought to observe me a little better. I try to take a little time to feel pain for myself before I go crazy. God forbid I'm human.

Yeah. Try having most of your closest friends taken from you, including a teacher and a best friend and roommate. See if you'd be "getting so much better" then.

[hitsuzenklutz]

...

[gaz4prez]

Sorry. It's...delayed bitterness.

It hurts.

[hitsuzenklutz]

Of course. How thoughtless of me not to have lost anyone myself.

[gaz4prez]

...

[gaz4prez]

I really should know better than to talk to you.