SO FAR, SO LONG, I AM SO HAPPY NOW.
WOW!!!!!! WEL IT HAS BEEN SO LONG SINCE I HAVE BEEN TRULY HAPPY, I MEAN DAMN IT I ALWAYS THINK I AM HAPPY, BUT I REALLY, REALLY AM.... MAYBE ALL THE SHIT THAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME IN THE PAST, MAYBE IT WAS ALL LEADING TO THIS MOMENT, TIME, YEAR. I MET THIS GREAT GUY NAMED RUBEN SO AWSOME, WEL HE GOES BY RUGAR, AND HE MAKES ME FELLS O ALIVE AND HAPPY, I AM TAKING IT SLOW WITH THIS ONE, BECAUSE MAYBE MY PROBLEM WAS I WAS GOING TO FAST WITH ALL THE OTHER GUYS, OR MAYBE THEY WERE JUST LEADING EM TOT HIS ONE.. RUBEN AND I TALKED FOR SOMETIME BUT NEVER RELALY TALKED, UNTILL NOW AND WE HAVE BEEN HANGING OUT FOR A FEW DAYS AND IT HAS BEEN AWSOME. WE TALKED LIKE FRIENDS DO, AND WE JUST KEEP GETTING TO KNOW EACH OTHER. HIS HUGS ARE AWSOME AND HIS SMILE JUST MAKES ME FEELS SO GOOD.. WHAT DO I DO NOW? I AM JUST SO DAMN HAPPY, I GUESS THATS ALL I REALLY HAVE TO THINK ABOUT IS ME AND WHAT MAKES ME HAPPY.