Oct 02, 2006 15:19
ALRIGHT SCHOOL IS REALLY LAME NOW.. BASEBALL IS KILLING ME, AND I AM STILL SINGLE.. I CAN'T GET JUAN OR JOSE OFF OF MY MIND IT'S HARD AND JUAN JUST WANTS TO BE FREINDS AND JOSE DOSN'T WANT TO TALK TO ME PERIOD. WHY DO I TORTURE MYSELF LIKE THIS, IT'S SO PATHETIC, AND THEN I GO ONLINE AND DO ALL THOS ECRAZY PERSONAL'S, JUST TO SEE IF I MATCH UP WITH ANYONE, JEEZ SOMETIMES I JUST THINK I SHOULD BE FUCKEN STRAIGHT, I BET I WOULD GET MORE GIRLS, BUT I ADMIT I LOVE THE PENIS TOO DAMN MUCH LOL....
WELL I WENT TO THE CLUB FRIDAY AFTER LIKE A MONTH WIHTOUT GOING, THAT IS A GOOD RECORD, BUT IT WASN'T THE SAME WIHTOUT MY MARCUS, LOL.. WELL I GOT FUCKE DUP THE ASS, AND MAD EOUT WITH RANDOM PEOPLE WHICH ROCKED I GUESS BUT THEN I MADE OUT WITH SOME UGLY COWBOY OLD GUY, IT WAS WIERD, NEVER AGAIN.. LOL.. I WISH I WA SIN MY OWN WORLD AND EVERYONE IS GAY AND THEY ALL WORSHIP ME, I KNOW TOO DAMN LAME.. BUT WHAT CAN YOU DO?
WHERE AM I GOING WRONG IN MY LIFE? IS IT JUST ME OR IS THERE REALLY SOMETHING WRONG? DAMN WEATHER SO DAMN HOT, I SWEAR I NEED TO MOVE TO THE EAST COAST, LIKE BOSTON OF MAIN.. I KNOW I WOULD LOVE IT THERE.
WELL I AM OUT, NOTHING MORE OT SAY.. OH EXCEPT THAT I EXPECTED MOR EOUT OF THE BLACK DAHLIA.