WELL SUMMER IS OVER, AND SCHOOL HAS BEGUN.. NOW WHAT?
OK I GET IT, SCHOOL IS STARTING MONDAY, BUT STILL I MISS SUMMER, I HAD SO MUCH FUN THIS SUMMER LIKE NO OTHER, AND NOW I DON;T KNOW WHAT I AM GOING TO DO... I ENDED GETTING A BF, THEN WE BROKE IT OFF CAUE HE WAS A FUCKE LOOSER, NOW I FOUND ANOTHER THAT I CARE FOR SO MUCH BUT HE HAS 2 GIRLFREINDS, AND I KNOW HE CARES BUT I DON;T WANT TO COMPETE FOR HIS AFFECTION AND HE ALREADY TOLD ME THAT I DON;T HAVE TOO... I MISS HIM SO MUCH IT'SNOT EVEN FUNNY, IT'S HARD TO COMPETE WITH 2 OTHER PEOPLE, BUT MAYBE THIS IS FATE, WHO KNOWS MAYBE GOD WAS SENT TO HIM TO COME OUT OF HIS SHELL.... OR SOMETHING ELSE WHO KNOWS.. I AM FALLING IN LOVE WITH HIM SO MUCH, IT'SNOT FUNNY, I NEVER SHOULD HAVE WENT OUT TONIGHT, WHY GOD, AM I FEELING LIKE THIS, HELP ME..... I KNOW IT'SLOVE I THOUGHT I FELT LIKE THIS FOR JOEL BUT FUCK NOT EVEN.... HE IS NOTHING LIKE OCTAVILLO... I LOVE BILLY GILMAN HE HAVE AWSOME VOICE.. LOV EHIM SO MUCH.... GOD DAMN IT, I WANT HIM TO CALL ME..