Just when you think it can't get any worse, it does.
I don't even know what I am supposed to tell you all, or the ones that even care. You are wondering what is happenning to me, and I don't know what to tell you. It's not getting better. I just don't know what to do anymore. I have so much shit on my shoulders that I can't deal with anything anymore.
Yeah, you tell me I did it to myself. But a lot of you do the same things I do, you just don't get caught. So quit making me feel like the fuck-up. It doesn't help. I'm sick of everything and can't get out of this rut. All I feel like doing is crying, or being drunk at all times.
Randy is keeping me sane. I don't think about this shit when I am with him.
You say I am in denial. Fuck it.
If you have something to say to me, say it to my face. I am sick of hearing nonsense about me from other people. It's horrible.
My Mom asked me if I wanted to move to Texas with her. It might just come to that, huh.
Yeah, you tell me I did it to myself. But a lot of you do the same things I do, you just don't get caught. So quit making me feel like the fuck-up. It doesn't help. I'm sick of everything and can't get out of this rut. All I feel like doing is crying, or being drunk at all times.
Randy is keeping me sane. I don't think about this shit when I am with him.
You say I am in denial. Fuck it.
If you have something to say to me, say it to my face. I am sick of hearing nonsense about me from other people. It's horrible.
My Mom asked me if I wanted to move to Texas with her. It might just come to that, huh.