why does one person make a big differences in your life?

Aug 30, 2004 00:01

why does one person make a big differences in your life? I mean you promise things to them and keep them, and they make promise to you and they don't. I don't know what to do.

There is someone that I have been talking to and well a week ago I was see them. Till, they told me that all the he wants to be friends and nothing more for right now, and that maybe down the line of our friendship, something will happen. Some reason I don't see that happening. I might be just thinking about it to much and I'm going to ginks it. He told me there is to many things going on in his life to be with anyone right now. But just don't see it. * thinks*

There are two that my self and him know and one of them,(David), has called me and we have talked about him. He says that he is not what he seems. That Matthew is lien to me and to everyone. At first I was think that if it was true or not, But I don't know who or what to believe. David or Matthew. David, one of our new friends that liked Matthew, and I was think that hes telling these things to get me mad and out of the picture. Matthew, in which that I talk to all te time, But today, I didn't get a phone call. Make's me wonder now if David was telling the true or not. To me, I think that Matthew is being honest with me, as I am with him. *hoping*

See, Matthew is a guy that i have had a crush on for the longest time. Since I've seen him at the library( a gay coffee shop in Long Beach), i have been wanting to talk to him. So one thurs. I went to tigerheat and saw him there and started to talk to him. * thats the run down

So now at this moment Matthew and I are friends. I guess I'm just going to have to wait and see what happens with him and I .

*thinks of happy thing**

**Los**
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