wow, what happen today...?
This morning when I stepped in to the shower, I felt sick. While I was shower, I well you know, ran out of the shower and my head was in the toilet. I was like for like 10min or so. It was not a nice pic. Some reason I know that some was going to happen and I got sick. I got to work late and everyone knew that I was like looking like my self. I was in a white/ yellow, skin face. The good thing was that i really didn't do anything today, it was great. Today I was checking in the guest as the came to Goofys. So I was feeling just a little better.
SO today after work I went over to Jim's house to we may talk. He called me at around 2:00pm, right when I was getting of work. We talked for like maybe a hour or 2 Not sure. I just know it was a long time. When Jim opened the door I felt like I wanted to cry. I didn't tho, my eye's just got allll red and dry. We went up stares to his room and layed on the bed, thats where we talked. AND only talked!... nothing more!..
By the end of the talk, we both decide that we are just going to be friends. That we are going to take a step back. Yet again. Both of us knew that we were both on a different page on our lives. He just wanted to date and have fun. Mind you he's 35 and Im 23. Me in my world and in my head i want a Boyfriend. He was not ready to do that. The last thing that he said to me was that he does not want to be out of my life, and the we will see what happens down the line with him and I. He told me that maybe there will be someone else in my life by that time. I told him that I think that no one will be there. He replied with " I'm sure, you will spend sometime with someone, you hot and very cute, you have a nice body and eyes, you date someone else" EH!! well see. *sigh* I guess that with the guys that I would be going out with now, well, I think that no one will be ready for a relationship as I think that I am. I dont want to date anymore. Yea, I know I'm only 23 and still young, but hey, I'm done with it. I'm ready to stay with one person.... there is this song that i have been playing lately and well its in the movie, " A Cinderella Story" Its by Edwin McCain, " I'll Be". Basically, One day I would LOVE to give this song to someone that I'm going out with and maybe be in love and having love with them. I know it mooshiee, but hey that's just how I am, DEAL WITH IT!..lol Im sure that there is someone out there that would love/like that. But hey when will that day come, I don't know. *Hmmm*... So basicly in the end Jim and I are going to remain friends.. thats good I guess.
So to the down low, Im single again. YAY me...... =/
Well, my friend Tim and I are going to go to the movies. We don't know whats showing. we are just going to go. YAY Thanks Tim!! your the BEST!.. =)
Los <3
SO today after work I went over to Jim's house to we may talk. He called me at around 2:00pm, right when I was getting of work. We talked for like maybe a hour or 2 Not sure. I just know it was a long time. When Jim opened the door I felt like I wanted to cry. I didn't tho, my eye's just got allll red and dry. We went up stares to his room and layed on the bed, thats where we talked. AND only talked!... nothing more!..
By the end of the talk, we both decide that we are just going to be friends. That we are going to take a step back. Yet again. Both of us knew that we were both on a different page on our lives. He just wanted to date and have fun. Mind you he's 35 and Im 23. Me in my world and in my head i want a Boyfriend. He was not ready to do that. The last thing that he said to me was that he does not want to be out of my life, and the we will see what happens down the line with him and I. He told me that maybe there will be someone else in my life by that time. I told him that I think that no one will be there. He replied with " I'm sure, you will spend sometime with someone, you hot and very cute, you have a nice body and eyes, you date someone else" EH!! well see. *sigh* I guess that with the guys that I would be going out with now, well, I think that no one will be ready for a relationship as I think that I am. I dont want to date anymore. Yea, I know I'm only 23 and still young, but hey, I'm done with it. I'm ready to stay with one person.... there is this song that i have been playing lately and well its in the movie, " A Cinderella Story" Its by Edwin McCain, " I'll Be". Basically, One day I would LOVE to give this song to someone that I'm going out with and maybe be in love and having love with them. I know it mooshiee, but hey that's just how I am, DEAL WITH IT!..lol Im sure that there is someone out there that would love/like that. But hey when will that day come, I don't know. *Hmmm*... So basicly in the end Jim and I are going to remain friends.. thats good I guess.
So to the down low, Im single again. YAY me...... =/
Well, my friend Tim and I are going to go to the movies. We don't know whats showing. we are just going to go. YAY Thanks Tim!! your the BEST!.. =)
Los <3