Name Change
I was bummed out last night. Took the wind out of my sails to have to keep filling this out, keep spending money on it. I didn't feel as bad as I did last time, either. I do know the lack of tears was the hormones. It's a really weird feeling to want to cry but can't. I wonder if men always feel like that or if it's because this would be the point where I would cry that I feel I need to. If anyone can answer that - please do!
This morning I am fine. I noticed that like the last envelope I received for re-submission, it has a blue star. Makes me think this goes to a special place and not a pile of new requests. I'm hopeful. I'll go back, send it again. It's all I can do.
Mostly, I was hoping I could get everything changed over by the end of the summer so I could visit my sister but that doesn't look like it will happen. All in good time, I guess.
This morning I am fine. I noticed that like the last envelope I received for re-submission, it has a blue star. Makes me think this goes to a special place and not a pile of new requests. I'm hopeful. I'll go back, send it again. It's all I can do.
Mostly, I was hoping I could get everything changed over by the end of the summer so I could visit my sister but that doesn't look like it will happen. All in good time, I guess.