Another Moment in Time
I just had a really lame thought: It seems as though every time Kelly Clarkson releases a new album, it seems to be the soundtrack to my life at the moment.
This album is no exception. I feel like one of the lamest people right now for even typing any of this out, but what the hell else am I going to do. haha
I miss wanting to write. I miss feeling that it would even matter that I did. I used to write it all out, just to get it out of my own mind. I would like to say that I found another outlet, but really it all just stays inside for the most part. It seems like about a year ago, or actually a little more, I began to censor myself. I decided somewhere in my own self that I shouldn't write it all out, or share myself so openly. Strange how you go through different phases...
I have thousands of words to write, but none of them seem to surface long enough to make it from my mind to my fingertips. I miss me. I have run away again. Ran so far that I have had to stop and catch my breath. I'm not sure when I will return. Hope it's soon. I need to get this story going again. The life and times of Matt just doesn't happen on its own you know!
I said to myself, I said "self"...
One of my favorite lines. Makes me laugh every time.
Wherever I have gone, I hope that I know that I am patiently waiting here for my return. No real rush there man, but I'm pretty sure that there is a deadline I might need to make. I can only distract the boss man for so long...
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First track that ever really spoke to me on this album. It fits so closely that I cried the first time I heard it.
"Save You"
I can tell
I can tell how much you hate thins
And deep down inside
You know it's killin' me
I can call
Wish you well
And try to change this
But nothing I can say
Would change anything
Where were my senses
I left them all behind
Why did I turn away
Away
[Chorus]
I wish I could save you
I wish I could say to you
It's gonna be alright
It's gonna be alright
Didn't mean
Didn't mean to leave you stranded
Went away 'cause I didn't want to face the truth
Reachin' out
Reach for me empty handed
You don't know if I care you're trying to find the proof
There were ties I'd wonder
Could I have eased your pain
Why did I turn away
Away
[Chorus]
It's gonna be alright
Save you
I wish I could save you
[Bridge]
We can pretend nothing's changed
Pretend it's all the same
And there will be no pain tonight
It's gonna be alright
It's gonna be alright
It's gonna be alright
Save you
I wish I could save you
I'm not going no where
I wish I could say to you
It's gonna be alright
It's gonna be alright
It's gonna be alright
Save you
I wish I could save you
It's gonna be alright
This album is no exception. I feel like one of the lamest people right now for even typing any of this out, but what the hell else am I going to do. haha
I miss wanting to write. I miss feeling that it would even matter that I did. I used to write it all out, just to get it out of my own mind. I would like to say that I found another outlet, but really it all just stays inside for the most part. It seems like about a year ago, or actually a little more, I began to censor myself. I decided somewhere in my own self that I shouldn't write it all out, or share myself so openly. Strange how you go through different phases...
I have thousands of words to write, but none of them seem to surface long enough to make it from my mind to my fingertips. I miss me. I have run away again. Ran so far that I have had to stop and catch my breath. I'm not sure when I will return. Hope it's soon. I need to get this story going again. The life and times of Matt just doesn't happen on its own you know!
I said to myself, I said "self"...
One of my favorite lines. Makes me laugh every time.
Wherever I have gone, I hope that I know that I am patiently waiting here for my return. No real rush there man, but I'm pretty sure that there is a deadline I might need to make. I can only distract the boss man for so long...
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First track that ever really spoke to me on this album. It fits so closely that I cried the first time I heard it.
"Save You"
I can tell
I can tell how much you hate thins
And deep down inside
You know it's killin' me
I can call
Wish you well
And try to change this
But nothing I can say
Would change anything
Where were my senses
I left them all behind
Why did I turn away
Away
[Chorus]
I wish I could save you
I wish I could say to you
It's gonna be alright
It's gonna be alright
Didn't mean
Didn't mean to leave you stranded
Went away 'cause I didn't want to face the truth
Reachin' out
Reach for me empty handed
You don't know if I care you're trying to find the proof
There were ties I'd wonder
Could I have eased your pain
Why did I turn away
Away
[Chorus]
It's gonna be alright
Save you
I wish I could save you
[Bridge]
We can pretend nothing's changed
Pretend it's all the same
And there will be no pain tonight
It's gonna be alright
It's gonna be alright
It's gonna be alright
Save you
I wish I could save you
I'm not going no where
I wish I could say to you
It's gonna be alright
It's gonna be alright
It's gonna be alright
Save you
I wish I could save you
It's gonna be alright