just a little update...
I couldnt sleep so i decided updating my livejournal was the only thing i could do at 2 in the morning. Life has been kind of a roller coaster lately. Its funny how my life goes in cycles of terrible and good things. Everytime something happens i get stuck in a hole and just let everything fall apart around me. Things have happened that i never would have expected. some for better and some for worse. it took me a while to get over some things. i dont even know if im fully over them yet but i can handle it. Im pretty sure i lost my job. damn urban outfitters and there inability to run there store right. i didnt show up for a day of work because i didnt know about it because they changed it without me knowing. pretty lame. oh well the job paid shit anyways. Its getting closer to christmas and i feel lost. im hoping by the time the holidays are over ill feel a little better. I always feel so alone this time of year and i dont know why. theres always people around i guess im just alone in my mind. well i think thats about enough bitching for right now. tommorow im gonna go hit some thrift stores,call urban and hopefully finish filling out my fafsa. I need to stop staring at this screen and go to bed.