Trouble in the rufo house...
so last night i probably should have done things a little differently. i was supposed to have a little chat with my father but right when the conversation started things took a turn for the worse. i got mad at my dad and my mom backed me up and this was not gonna fly with my dad so he got all upset and went crazy and so did i and i just walked out of the house. i dont think he was too happy about that. hes not home from work yet but when he does get home im sure we'll have lots to chat about. This morning was miserable yet again getting ready for work. i was in a rush so i couldnt eat and i still havent ate anything. i accidently left my full two packs of cigarettes(gotta love camel for those buy one get one frees) in the bed of my dads truck and forgot to get them out so im sure they are gone. so all day no food or cigarettes. whats a boy to do? Now im home and parked in front of the computer screen and im at a loss. i have to fucking stop putting everything in my life off and grow up or else i just will have to learn to do without things and i dont know if i can do that. theres is only one thing in my life right now that brings me joy and that is my wonderful girlfriend. I wish she were around every second of everyday so i wouldnt be so crazy all the time. I think some people need others to balance them out and i think she is that for me. ok well, i think im gonna go put on some clean clothes and possibley eat some food..