an infection....
i just got over being soooo sick. i missed alot of days of work because my manager is a fucking dumb bitch and like thinks i lie when i say im sick but it was actually physically impossible for me to work. i hate her. on a lighter note though i have an interivew for another job today at ae. im probably gonna have to work two jobs for a while until i get my care but i got alot og information about college and im going to see an academic advisor so im thinking my dad is gonna loan me the money two get one within a matter of weeks unless i fuck up and do something stupid again like i always do but im going to try not too. alot of shit has been going on lately that seems out of the ordinary. i feel like ive changed a little too. for a while all i wanted to do was get fucked up and run away from my life but im just so sick of having nothing. things are looking up a little and i can see the light at the end of the tunnel and im gonna try my best to get out of this whole i've trapped myself in over the years. tonight is atreyu/norma jean and im going. if anyone else is going than definately say hi if you see me at the show. its always nice to see familiar faces....