Procrastination....
yeah well my parents are angry with me because of a bunch of shit. i need to take car of business now and actually get a fucking life. i have to do a little bit of easy work but im sooo lazy and im procrastinating. lately has kinda sucked with the exception of krissy. she makes me happier than ive been in a long time. i know its my fault that my life is this way but i dont understand sometimes why i do the things i do or make the choices that i make. if anyone is psychic and can read minds please let me know because it would be very helpful. ive been going to this counseler who is very old. hes a really nice man but i just dont really like talking to him and revealing all my deep,dark secrets to him. maybe counseling just doesnt work for me because i dont really like to talk to people about my problems. it just makes me tense and nervous. ive heard a few people tell me that they like there counselers though so im wondering if maybe it was just that old guy that i didnt like. well i got my cell phone taken away so if anyone needs to get ahold of me your going to have to call my house phone instead. I hope i get to see krissy on friday or atleast sometime this weekend cause if not than it would just suck because i fucking miss her.....