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Almost 2 years ago was my last post. Wow times flies. And with facebook and what not I just haven't been using this as much. but i still come here and check things out.
I had a dream last night that really got me thinking. Thinking about my past, present, future. Thinking about who I thought I would be. Who I am, and who I hope to be someday. Especially about who I was. Yep even at almost 30 I know that I'm still growing and learning. I'm not the person I'm to become yet. Always a work in progress.
I'm definitely not the person I was. I look back at my past and... Some of it I'm very proud of. Some of it I wonder what the hell I was thinking. Things I said to people. Stupid shit I did.
I'm not the person I thought I would be, either. My life is so far from where I thought I was going. That's the funny part of life tho. You head one direction and end up somewhere else. Totally unexpected. I'm not the person I thought I was going to be... But I'm very happy with the person I am.
Sure there is always room for improvement. I have lots to work on. But even tho I'm so far from where I set out to be. I'm not sad about where I am. That's something that I remind myself. I have those days where I feel like I'm about to turn 30 and have nothing to show for it. Then there are days when I look around and I see a wonderful life that I should be fully proud of. Everyone has their days I suppose.
My life has taken some twist and turns. I made some bad decisions and had some curve balls thrown at me. I made some very good decisions. I've had some less than perfect times for sure. Everything that has happened, has shaped me into this person that I am.
This very imperfect person.
I am very sorry for some things. I question some things. I miss some things.
All you can do is move forward and hope that tomorrow is better because of today.
I had a dream last night that really got me thinking. Thinking about my past, present, future. Thinking about who I thought I would be. Who I am, and who I hope to be someday. Especially about who I was. Yep even at almost 30 I know that I'm still growing and learning. I'm not the person I'm to become yet. Always a work in progress.
I'm definitely not the person I was. I look back at my past and... Some of it I'm very proud of. Some of it I wonder what the hell I was thinking. Things I said to people. Stupid shit I did.
I'm not the person I thought I would be, either. My life is so far from where I thought I was going. That's the funny part of life tho. You head one direction and end up somewhere else. Totally unexpected. I'm not the person I thought I was going to be... But I'm very happy with the person I am.
Sure there is always room for improvement. I have lots to work on. But even tho I'm so far from where I set out to be. I'm not sad about where I am. That's something that I remind myself. I have those days where I feel like I'm about to turn 30 and have nothing to show for it. Then there are days when I look around and I see a wonderful life that I should be fully proud of. Everyone has their days I suppose.
My life has taken some twist and turns. I made some bad decisions and had some curve balls thrown at me. I made some very good decisions. I've had some less than perfect times for sure. Everything that has happened, has shaped me into this person that I am.
This very imperfect person.
I am very sorry for some things. I question some things. I miss some things.
All you can do is move forward and hope that tomorrow is better because of today.