Ah don’t take my heart Don’t break my heart Don’t throw it away
Hey you know what's gay... me...
I think wednesday... Matt tried breaking up with me... and I got sad for a few minutes then I was just pissed off and I told him he was gay... I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE TRY TO LEAVE ME... IT'S FUCKING RETARDED!... who would ever want to leave me?... I'm wonderful... I honestly don't get it...
Friday: was supposed to go to the play but like Joe didn't call till 9:30 or sumthing... and by then I was a bit busy. Matt tried convincing me to shower with him... but I didn't I went downstairs and talked to my favorite person ever... Mrs. Haslett... Then Matthew and I cuddled and stuff like that... Dave came over and was mean to me for no reason... I don't know about him sometimes... He's wickid gay sometimes... then wickid not gay
Saturday: Worked and it was wickid busy... I was like an hour late and upset... Then when i got out... ate nutty buddy bars for dinner... and then I had terrible anxiety and my tummay hurt... Gilman, Ryan, and alex came to my work... Matt was upstairs when I got to his house... he was attempting to be anti-social... I talked to the Dereck and he made me raisin toast with honey and butter... he said it would make my tummay feel better... it did... then i just got bad anxiety... I don't even know why.. mabe the social situation... like alot of people... i don't know but it ruined my night a bit... the show was 2 hours late... Capgun was excellent... Matthew was so adorable... he fell backwards on the drumset at the end and hurt his widdle arm... But it was hott and that's all that matters... People were so pumped for Capgun... I made William hug Matthew... William just wants to stick his fingers in Matthew's bum... But I pretended like I didn't know that... Shawn snorted tortilla chips... and insolation... wickid funny... but terrible... UMM after terminal youth Joe, Emma, Micah, Alex, NEvada, Jake, and I went to get food... Matthew was mad because we left in the middle of a show... I had a grilled veggie d'lite... mmmmmm... brought pizza home for matt and he gave it to random people... whatever... that was gay... LOOK I WAS ACTUALLY CONSIDERATE FOR ONCE... see what happens... w/e I won't do that shit again... OK... Joe got attacked twards the end of the show so he went downstairs and just danced and hit people... everyone moved out of the way and then told him to stop b/c he was too violent... I just wanted to go home after that... I got home a little past midnight
I think I'm going to walmart with Ma... mmm walmart
I think wednesday... Matt tried breaking up with me... and I got sad for a few minutes then I was just pissed off and I told him he was gay... I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE TRY TO LEAVE ME... IT'S FUCKING RETARDED!... who would ever want to leave me?... I'm wonderful... I honestly don't get it...
Friday: was supposed to go to the play but like Joe didn't call till 9:30 or sumthing... and by then I was a bit busy. Matt tried convincing me to shower with him... but I didn't I went downstairs and talked to my favorite person ever... Mrs. Haslett... Then Matthew and I cuddled and stuff like that... Dave came over and was mean to me for no reason... I don't know about him sometimes... He's wickid gay sometimes... then wickid not gay
Saturday: Worked and it was wickid busy... I was like an hour late and upset... Then when i got out... ate nutty buddy bars for dinner... and then I had terrible anxiety and my tummay hurt... Gilman, Ryan, and alex came to my work... Matt was upstairs when I got to his house... he was attempting to be anti-social... I talked to the Dereck and he made me raisin toast with honey and butter... he said it would make my tummay feel better... it did... then i just got bad anxiety... I don't even know why.. mabe the social situation... like alot of people... i don't know but it ruined my night a bit... the show was 2 hours late... Capgun was excellent... Matthew was so adorable... he fell backwards on the drumset at the end and hurt his widdle arm... But it was hott and that's all that matters... People were so pumped for Capgun... I made William hug Matthew... William just wants to stick his fingers in Matthew's bum... But I pretended like I didn't know that... Shawn snorted tortilla chips... and insolation... wickid funny... but terrible... UMM after terminal youth Joe, Emma, Micah, Alex, NEvada, Jake, and I went to get food... Matthew was mad because we left in the middle of a show... I had a grilled veggie d'lite... mmmmmm... brought pizza home for matt and he gave it to random people... whatever... that was gay... LOOK I WAS ACTUALLY CONSIDERATE FOR ONCE... see what happens... w/e I won't do that shit again... OK... Joe got attacked twards the end of the show so he went downstairs and just danced and hit people... everyone moved out of the way and then told him to stop b/c he was too violent... I just wanted to go home after that... I got home a little past midnight
I think I'm going to walmart with Ma... mmm walmart