Don't you see me wanting more

Apr 04, 2008 00:17

It's April 4th. The day that MLK jr was assassinated in Memphis, TN.

It is also my Nephews 8th Birthday. Holy crap. Do you have any idea how old that makes me feel?? Pretty soon he will be a teenager and too cool to hang out with this Auntie Jess. Just the random thought of that makes me really sad so I'm going to try not to think about it anymore.

I'm Listening to Josh Kelley. I miss this CD. I was listening to it in my car just over 2 years ago when I got into my car accident. I haven't replaced the CD but I have downloaded my favorite songs from it. I keep meaning to burn Stephanies just I just never do. I guess I'm kind of scared to. I associate Josh with my accident. I know he didn't cause it but it is what I was listening to at the time my vehicle actually crashed. It thinking back I still really don't know how I walked away from that.

That day has made me more superstitious than ever. As I was leaving the house that morning I realized that I forgot to put my Claddagh ring on. I told myself to just keep going and that it was no big deal. In case you didn't already know, I wear it everyday and I have since I got it 14 years ago. I take it off when I shower, sleep, or back in high school when I had softball games. Anyway, it just so happens that the one day that I do not wear that ring I get into a car accident. From now on I don't leave the house without wearing it. If I for some reason forget to put it on I will turn around and go back to the house to get it. I don't care how late I am for where ever it was that I was going.

I was just reading for class about Richard J Daley, former mayor of Chicago. And for you Chicagoans his son is the mayor now which is why the name sounds so familiar. Anypants, I'm kind of not liking this guy. I mean he did do a lot of great things for the city but there is just something off about him. Perhaps it is the way he treated MLK jr during his many visits. Just sayin.

I'm listening to Usher now. I was just discussing with Jenny how we like this song but the Lyrics are hella retarded. If you have not heard his "in the club" song you should download it or check out his myspace page. I like the beat and melody and everything else but for the most part the lyrics are stupid.

Speaking of music, I'm having a problem with it lately. Normally music doesn't bother me much but with the things that have been happening in the last few months in my life and the kind of songs that have been coming out just don't mesh well together. There are some songs on the radio that I just cannot listen to. They make me really sad or even make me cry. These songs include Chris Brown "with you" and Daughtry "Feels like tonight". I guess they just kind of make me think of him and makes me sad. And I get mad at myself because aside from these stupid songs that I cannot escape I'm pretty much over things. Ugh. And it seems that no matter what radio station I listen to they are there. Oh and the 2 Jordin Sparks songs are on that list as well, one of them featuring Chris Brown. Even songs on 89x make me sad but I don't really listen to that station much anymore so I couldn't even tell you what the songs are called or who they are by. And you're probably thinking Why don't you just turn the station when the song comes on? Well easier said than done considering that i spend 8 hours a day at work where I have no control over the radio. Ugh. Has this ever happened to anyone else? Ever have a song just completely ruin you or your mood??

In other news, Steph and I may possibly be going to the Tigers game on Thursday against the red sox!! My two fav teams! I'm so excited!! I am going to be bi teamly. I'll wear my tigers shirt and my red sox hat to show my support for both.

Okay Imma go now and read some more for Daley before bed. I shall be back soon to beg for money for relay for life! ;)

Does anybody out there still read this thing??
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