live journal can suck my balls
to everyone who will write things in there journals expecting me to read them (like leaving me a note) i dont read live journals and i havnt dor about 3 or 4 weeks, i have realized tha ti have no pourpose for this "live journal". it does me no good i dont like to express my feelings outloud... i have no need for this thing......... for all you people who dont really know me, i dont dwell on the past nor hold on to the past there is no reason to, i suggested what i wanted to suggest and now its over.. excitement comes over me, i held on because i felt i should hold on but if we can manage to be friends that would be nice.. i took a serious look at mark today and i have to say that i have no sexual desire for him at all, or desire in that matter.... it would be nice it we can remain friends
he has what he wants ... and i have what i want. its nice to have my heart back where its supposed to be with my one true love someone who dosnt make fun of mee when i do somthing stupid someone who telles me that i am perfect and woild never say anything to hurt me...
we have been dating on and off for the past 2 years..im sorry mark if i wasted yout time.....
and for whatever little things piss me off they will be soon over as a matter of fact i am already over them
its not that i still like him because thast not the case i personally think that we would make much better friends than boyfriends..
and minor miscomceptions or passing the blame makes me mad buti am not going to say anymore about it because it just causes anger and frustration which is not nessessary.
i do not act 15 about everything sure there are a cupple things that i might act 15 about and heyyy how old am i oh yeah 15 so i can act 15 if i want to...
i could say soo much more right now but it would just cause an arguement ... and i dont have the time or care to argue ...
s000
lets be friends
this is my last post for a while so i thought id make it count..
marks friends who dont like me tell me because personally i would rather not talk to people who dont like me...
dont worrie about hurting my feelings they dont get hurt eaisily i sometimes just act like things do when they really i could give a fuck less about it..
noone can bring me down and if you can give me an hour or 2 and ill be over it.....
worries worries wash away, show me light to guide my way, bring me hope to cary on,give me strength to keep on going never let my progress have a slowing, i dont need people to keep me strong my heart alone will never show me wrong.....
man the things i can make up from the top of my head...
i knew my spirtiual belief system would pay off... ha ha haha a hahaahhaah
Mark lets be friends... this is a peace treaty well not realy but it shows that i would like peace .... theres no need to argue over somthing that oncewas, but now is nothing
no flame at all not even a match to create a substitute flame...
i hope you enjoyed my post...
good bye,
to the boy that treates me right and has always been there for me in a time of need and weakness Thank You, i love you....
to anyone who has a problem or dosnt like me................. SUCK IT BITCH
he has what he wants ... and i have what i want. its nice to have my heart back where its supposed to be with my one true love someone who dosnt make fun of mee when i do somthing stupid someone who telles me that i am perfect and woild never say anything to hurt me...
we have been dating on and off for the past 2 years..im sorry mark if i wasted yout time.....
and for whatever little things piss me off they will be soon over as a matter of fact i am already over them
its not that i still like him because thast not the case i personally think that we would make much better friends than boyfriends..
and minor miscomceptions or passing the blame makes me mad buti am not going to say anymore about it because it just causes anger and frustration which is not nessessary.
i do not act 15 about everything sure there are a cupple things that i might act 15 about and heyyy how old am i oh yeah 15 so i can act 15 if i want to...
i could say soo much more right now but it would just cause an arguement ... and i dont have the time or care to argue ...
s000
lets be friends
this is my last post for a while so i thought id make it count..
marks friends who dont like me tell me because personally i would rather not talk to people who dont like me...
dont worrie about hurting my feelings they dont get hurt eaisily i sometimes just act like things do when they really i could give a fuck less about it..
noone can bring me down and if you can give me an hour or 2 and ill be over it.....
worries worries wash away, show me light to guide my way, bring me hope to cary on,give me strength to keep on going never let my progress have a slowing, i dont need people to keep me strong my heart alone will never show me wrong.....
man the things i can make up from the top of my head...
i knew my spirtiual belief system would pay off... ha ha haha a hahaahhaah
Mark lets be friends... this is a peace treaty well not realy but it shows that i would like peace .... theres no need to argue over somthing that oncewas, but now is nothing
no flame at all not even a match to create a substitute flame...
i hope you enjoyed my post...
good bye,
to the boy that treates me right and has always been there for me in a time of need and weakness Thank You, i love you....
to anyone who has a problem or dosnt like me................. SUCK IT BITCH