Jun 05, 2005 19:11
Your Sweet Lies. And Other Bullshit
I love your sweet lies
I love the things you say
I love the person
That I thought I knew
No matter how much I cry
But I still love your sweet lies.
I wont kill myself over you
I’ll promise you that one thing
Promise you wont lie to me
I and promise that’s bullshit.
You like to play games right?
Well I think I can handle it now
But I still love your sweet lies.
I told you before I had no feelings
And we both knew it was bullshit
But right there is nothings truer
All I feel is sick to my stomach
And complete distrust of everyone
But I still love your sweet lies.
A little pain to remind myself its real
Just a quick little cut now and then
Because maybe I’m believing you
But is anything you say true?
Go ahead and promise me things
But what’s the word of you to me?
Oh I am so fucking stupid
Believing you just because
you said to me that you wont lie
But I still love your sweet lies.
But I do want to thank you for something
You taught me what I needed to be taught
That its best if you just keep a blank
And forget about your emotions
Because it’s easier just to feel sick
And love your sweet lies.
Just thought id update finallly, i know its been forever, but i dont usually have time to update. although im doing my best to update more often, with help from BONNIE! hehe. neway.... nothing much new, i FINALLY got my cartilige pierced, and im supposed to be getting my tounge done when my Aunt Tammy gets her settlement. as far as my health goes, im doing goood, only on one medication right now, and then im done and i will NEVER be going back! i hated it there. although i did have some cute nurses, lol. neways.... i should be getting my license soon ^-^ !! neways.... ill update again soon, prolly with more poetry, lol
Luvs,
*~Ben~*