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To catch, without entangling, a string
Cache a line, a beam of light I bring
To you, here, and in the now of moment
For thoughts from and of you have swiftly lent
A still becalmed, sweet warmth of soul, a sigh
For within lay thoughts, so sure, you and I
Serene, glimpse this great gay scene yet to come
For belief is to know you are "the one"
To see in shadows of yesteryears’ night
To what will be seen in morning's first light
Believe this reverie, this, you in me
For to hear my name on your lips, you see…
Or hold as a token, respect’s belief
One day to breathe in kind, sweetest relief
^-----------------------------------------------SONNET
Trudging on through these Snow-Scaped lands,
My heart Drowns somewhere in the bottom of me,
My feet Aching and Heavy as the Frozen air Jabs at my Soul,
Piercing my body,
Causing my Blood to run Cold,
As I look back to the Distant Past.
Those terrible wounds inflicted,
From a year's worth of pain and angst,
Those hardships I faced,
Could never be erased...
Not even if I tried,
Over and Over again.
The distant Shadows of my world,
Whose Darkness fills me from within,
And causes me to become so numb to the cold,
Distilling the colours and sounds of life,
Dulling away to the gaping Silence.
A dream so Mellow...
Was the one that I formed.
The One which I Tried to live on as,
With You and I in it,
Sadly only resulted in Nothing short,
But a Broken Dream,
A few Blood-Stained cuts.
Love, I tried for you,
Verily, I committed to Your life,
Cutting away from my own distant Vices,
Cutting the Ropes that once held me,
In hopes of restoring my dreams and fantasy.
But you left me alone,
Shunted and Forgotten,
Kept me Out like a Girl,
Who was never meant to be.
Love, I'm dying for you,
Slowly giving myself away to the Icy Tempest,
That howls and rages around me,
Encompassing me with it's frigid lies,
Offering only solace from the painful truth,
You are, and never could, be mine.
When I sought Refuge,
You closed the Windows,
Barred your doors,
Your gates slammed Shut,
And with it,
My flaming desire of Love.
Now I become slow and impartial,
Vivid immaculance sweeping me round,
My lips (as it purses) turn blue,
Cheeks bitten and ripped into,
The journey comes to a soft bitter end,
Of Broken Hearts and Lies.
In the end,
It is true what they say...
Love is a Deadly nightmare,
That Will Kill You when you're not awake.
Love is a foolish decision,
That results in a tragic mistake.
Love is like the devil,
It Leaves them to sink and cry.
Love Is a Frozen Mess,
That will leave you to Die...
^------------------------------------------OPPOSITE GENDER
* What was not chosen is not lost,
All that I renounced becomes my gain,
I get it free who thought to pay the cost.
This clasp, that spurn, here keep, there toss,
The world spins on despite my joy or pain,
What was not chosen is not lost.
Apart from my deciding comes the frost,
No word of mine sends down the warming rain,
I get it free who thought to pay the cost.
Some was gold I saved and some was dross,
The blessing fell in tandem with the bane,
What was not chosen is not lost.
Friends turn foe while foes the heart accost,
Love resides where lover has never lain,
I get it free who thought to pay the cost.
The roads I never took I later crossed,
Who thought directions guided by the brain,
What was not chosen is not lost,
I get it free who thought to pay the cost.
^-------------------------------------------------------VILLANELLE
sry ignore these its just aplace to put my stuff till i can print it. lol my actual entry is the one b4 this one.
Cache a line, a beam of light I bring
To you, here, and in the now of moment
For thoughts from and of you have swiftly lent
A still becalmed, sweet warmth of soul, a sigh
For within lay thoughts, so sure, you and I
Serene, glimpse this great gay scene yet to come
For belief is to know you are "the one"
To see in shadows of yesteryears’ night
To what will be seen in morning's first light
Believe this reverie, this, you in me
For to hear my name on your lips, you see…
Or hold as a token, respect’s belief
One day to breathe in kind, sweetest relief
^-----------------------------------------------SONNET
Trudging on through these Snow-Scaped lands,
My heart Drowns somewhere in the bottom of me,
My feet Aching and Heavy as the Frozen air Jabs at my Soul,
Piercing my body,
Causing my Blood to run Cold,
As I look back to the Distant Past.
Those terrible wounds inflicted,
From a year's worth of pain and angst,
Those hardships I faced,
Could never be erased...
Not even if I tried,
Over and Over again.
The distant Shadows of my world,
Whose Darkness fills me from within,
And causes me to become so numb to the cold,
Distilling the colours and sounds of life,
Dulling away to the gaping Silence.
A dream so Mellow...
Was the one that I formed.
The One which I Tried to live on as,
With You and I in it,
Sadly only resulted in Nothing short,
But a Broken Dream,
A few Blood-Stained cuts.
Love, I tried for you,
Verily, I committed to Your life,
Cutting away from my own distant Vices,
Cutting the Ropes that once held me,
In hopes of restoring my dreams and fantasy.
But you left me alone,
Shunted and Forgotten,
Kept me Out like a Girl,
Who was never meant to be.
Love, I'm dying for you,
Slowly giving myself away to the Icy Tempest,
That howls and rages around me,
Encompassing me with it's frigid lies,
Offering only solace from the painful truth,
You are, and never could, be mine.
When I sought Refuge,
You closed the Windows,
Barred your doors,
Your gates slammed Shut,
And with it,
My flaming desire of Love.
Now I become slow and impartial,
Vivid immaculance sweeping me round,
My lips (as it purses) turn blue,
Cheeks bitten and ripped into,
The journey comes to a soft bitter end,
Of Broken Hearts and Lies.
In the end,
It is true what they say...
Love is a Deadly nightmare,
That Will Kill You when you're not awake.
Love is a foolish decision,
That results in a tragic mistake.
Love is like the devil,
It Leaves them to sink and cry.
Love Is a Frozen Mess,
That will leave you to Die...
^------------------------------------------OPPOSITE GENDER
* What was not chosen is not lost,
All that I renounced becomes my gain,
I get it free who thought to pay the cost.
This clasp, that spurn, here keep, there toss,
The world spins on despite my joy or pain,
What was not chosen is not lost.
Apart from my deciding comes the frost,
No word of mine sends down the warming rain,
I get it free who thought to pay the cost.
Some was gold I saved and some was dross,
The blessing fell in tandem with the bane,
What was not chosen is not lost.
Friends turn foe while foes the heart accost,
Love resides where lover has never lain,
I get it free who thought to pay the cost.
The roads I never took I later crossed,
Who thought directions guided by the brain,
What was not chosen is not lost,
I get it free who thought to pay the cost.
^-------------------------------------------------------VILLANELLE
sry ignore these its just aplace to put my stuff till i can print it. lol my actual entry is the one b4 this one.