MEN SUCK!
I am sick and tired to death of everything.... plus, guess waht i was told... I was trying to get with tim and apparently, he was only tryin to get wit me as a favor for val, arrine's now ex, and val said that once her and arrine broke up, tim said he was done... I WAS BEING FOOLED THE WHOLE TIME BY A FUCKING DRILL TEAM FAG! THAT PISSES ME OFF... i am so totally done with EVERYTHING... i lowerd my standards for him and his ugly fat ass didn't even like me... WHATEVER... I am sick and tired to death of men in general... straight, gay, bi... whatever... none of them want to be with me and the ones that claim that they do... are blowing smoke up my ass... Like... with a certain other person is doing... No one on here knows who i'm talking about, and if you do know... SHUT THE FUCK UP. i can't wait till i get my licence... i'll take it and go for a joyride... RIGT INTO A GODDAMNED TREE... JUST BECAUSE I CAN, i am going to start doing a lot of stuff now just for the simple fact that i can. I will be 18, so i will be my own boss, no one to stop me from cutting, maybe starving myself untill i weigh 90 lbs. hell, maybe even doing harder drugs... pot doesn't have much of a punch anymore... and it's not like i can find a job... i am too honest to work ANYWHERE... and the FUCKING MEXICANS ARE TAKING ALL THE GOOD PAYING JOBS! FUCK BUSH AND EVERYTHIG HE STANDS FOR.
On a lighter side... Linda is moving, so i'll be always alone. She is my best friend these days and i love her like my sister... we tell eachother evrything, even shit we can't share with other people... i am on edge now because she will be all the way near kings island... i wouldn't be able to walk to her house and shit... I need someon i can talk to now... in person... not on the phone or on line... i need a human being... 24/7... always there for me... not with me all the time... that's annoying... but i guess what i am saying is that... I do really need a boyfriend, now most of all... i need a reason not to cut myself, or jump off a bridge, i need a reason to wake up in the morning... something else besides... i can't get high if i'm asleep... Luke doesn't want to be with me... i dont think. If he did... we would already be together... no one wants me... and as it stands... i don't want ANYONE I KNOW... I NEED SOMEONE NEW... A BRAND NEW FACE AND A BRAND NEW MAN...
On a lighter side... Linda is moving, so i'll be always alone. She is my best friend these days and i love her like my sister... we tell eachother evrything, even shit we can't share with other people... i am on edge now because she will be all the way near kings island... i wouldn't be able to walk to her house and shit... I need someon i can talk to now... in person... not on the phone or on line... i need a human being... 24/7... always there for me... not with me all the time... that's annoying... but i guess what i am saying is that... I do really need a boyfriend, now most of all... i need a reason not to cut myself, or jump off a bridge, i need a reason to wake up in the morning... something else besides... i can't get high if i'm asleep... Luke doesn't want to be with me... i dont think. If he did... we would already be together... no one wants me... and as it stands... i don't want ANYONE I KNOW... I NEED SOMEONE NEW... A BRAND NEW FACE AND A BRAND NEW MAN...