Random.

[gay_eskimos]

I don't normaly write in here. Acualy i dont think i have ever written in this without being told that i should but i figured i would do so since i have things to say.

i havnt seen ash in mayb a week now and to say the truth iv gotten some things done but all in all i still miss her. i dont know if she hates me or not but im sure she does. < i spelt does right! ^.^ >

i still miss you and think about your and i am sorry for how iv been acting.
i took this time to get back to myself to relise who i am and what i want to do in life.

i want to have fun with no worries and i want to creat game and show the world my image of what iv felt when i was a kid and played my first game. i want to go to game tournies and just chill. i also want to spend most and alot of my time with you.

all in all i want to combine my old life with the new but still have that bit of freedom to just go out do things and not have to worry all the time.

you are my best friend ash and my love and i will never let that go.
i will call you in the morning when i wake up its like almost 5 i randomly woke up missing you.

bubyes i love you
Tooshie~