it's been to long
it's been to long since i've been on here and it seems that it's the same for alot of people i know. well the last thing i wrote in this lonely place was about livestock and well alots happened since then. the first thing i can recall was 666(6/6/06). i hooked up with this whore cassy, went to a party,went picked up some one, went back to a party that moved to a cematery, got high, and got in trouble with the cops. i dated the hoe and got cheated on two weeks in. for all who cares; i know i said i'm gay but i've come to not really care what sex i'm with. it's easier that way. after all that i became a some what fun guy and partied alot. i lost alot of money to the fun of thouse parties. i then turned leagle(18) and got a tatoo. two days later i tripped balls, quite school, and moved out of my dads. that was a big mistake and that my friends is where my life plunged into a blackhole of hardships. i moved in with a crazy bitch named kate. when i say crazy i mean psyco, plus she was nasty ugly. i don't really judge people by looks but... you'll see my problem with it soon. well, things were fun for a while... exept kate's bitching. we lived in a one bedroom apartment and there was at least eight people in it at all times, six of us lived there. the place was infested by roaches. i mean when we were moving the roaches came from everywhere... coach, walls, everywhere! i packed by myself when we moved. we left everything there for the night and stayed next-door to our new home while we waited for the lease. we went back the next day to requier our things when i relized we were robed. well i was robed, the only thing taken that wasn't mine when the place was robed was kate's raideo. every thing i owned was stolen... well, i still had most of my close. i was so pissed i distriod the apartment, it looked pretty much the same. if this helps with a visual on the roach problem, i kicked a hole in the wall and roaches came shooting out in swarms. the roaches moved with us. room mates came and left our crazy trailer. drama filled the air like the putred stinch of a old maggot infested wroting corps. i became some what of a druggy but so was every one else there. i'm not a violent person but kate is able to push me there. i was arrested(sort of) when i was drunk and kate disided to be extra bitchy. we dated. it was a nightmare. we were fucked up at least once a day. when i said miss crazy kate made me violent, i didn't mean i hurt anyone but i did brake things. the bitch pulled a knife on me one night, but yet i stayed. once again while drunk kate pushed me over the edge. i tried to kill myself. i went to the looney ben again. i moved out, got happy pills, went back to school, and got a job. later i went to a party at the person kate hated most, mikeal freeman. i made an ass of myself. i went to a party a few weeks later at my friends' knew house. i made an ass myself and got beat pretty good. i no longer have a job and i don't have meds any more. i just finished school. i'll be ninteen in about two weeks. thats it. lets see if i come back sooner then this past time.