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grrrr... dunno why, but I'm a tiny bit cranky and I'm not liking it... grrrr... I need something to cheer me up. Either Remy, or Jess... Ok, I know he always says he doesn't mind me being with chicks at all... I just feel it's not helping me regain his trust. He seems perfectly fine when I talk about her... but I'm always unsure about it... like it feels weird when I do. It's probably me just not used to talking about people I fool around with in front of my bf. I'm just paranoid. Grrrr...
So apperently I'm going over to Alan's tomorrow with Joe... and I don't know if Jess is going to be there. So I might be the forgotten one... woo-hoo *waves finger in the air* (sense the sarcasm behind that one!!) But yus... I can't wait till YQ tomorrow night... t'will be fun... quite fun indeed.
GRRR!!! I can't stop feeling that it's still weird for Remy!!! I mean, I completely understand that he needs time to trust me fully again... but ugh... just ugh... I think that would be the cause for my crankiness... I just don't get it cause we had lots of fun last night and it seemed just like it did before. Nothing was weird, everything was just how it used to be, and I loved it. But I sense this distance he's putting up between us and it's pretty hurtfull... he tells me that if there's anything wrong again, I can just talk to him. Does he not understand that it's the same for him? That if somethings bothering him, he can come to talk to me about it?? GRRRRRR!!!! I haven't really been able to do much with him since we got back together... actually, last night was the first time I saw him since wednesday. I was so excited that I was gonna be able to see him... he seemed it too... but like I said, it feels like he's still a bit distant...
grrrr... just... grrrrr...
So apperently I'm going over to Alan's tomorrow with Joe... and I don't know if Jess is going to be there. So I might be the forgotten one... woo-hoo *waves finger in the air* (sense the sarcasm behind that one!!) But yus... I can't wait till YQ tomorrow night... t'will be fun... quite fun indeed.
GRRR!!! I can't stop feeling that it's still weird for Remy!!! I mean, I completely understand that he needs time to trust me fully again... but ugh... just ugh... I think that would be the cause for my crankiness... I just don't get it cause we had lots of fun last night and it seemed just like it did before. Nothing was weird, everything was just how it used to be, and I loved it. But I sense this distance he's putting up between us and it's pretty hurtfull... he tells me that if there's anything wrong again, I can just talk to him. Does he not understand that it's the same for him? That if somethings bothering him, he can come to talk to me about it?? GRRRRRR!!!! I haven't really been able to do much with him since we got back together... actually, last night was the first time I saw him since wednesday. I was so excited that I was gonna be able to see him... he seemed it too... but like I said, it feels like he's still a bit distant...
grrrr... just... grrrrr...