yay for new people!!!
I met some new people tonight!!! *feels special* I remember a few of their names... there's Matt (he's from Kelowna and is really hot... but gay lol), Brandon (his friend), Halley, Sheila (hehehe she calls me fuzzy and rubs my head a lot), umm... I don't remember her name, but she was pretty cute, and was wearing a Kurt Cobain shirt *drools* we got into a discussion about his death... finally someone else who knows a lot about it!!! Hehehe, and there's Jess (I believe she's one of the chicks who said they like my bum the first time I went)... and yus, I believe that's all... everyone else there I knew from before lol.
Hoo-boy... Chris Lynn drove by us cause Roxie had to go see Joe, and I was scared cause I had a thought that Remy might be in the car... thankfully he wasn't... I wouldn't know what I'd do if he was... cause they drove by as we were playing spin the bottle :S lol that game gets old fast... 'cept when you're dying to kiss one person in particular... but gah... I sorta wish he WAS in the car... cause then I coulda talked to him before wednesday. I really want to talk to him soon cause I hate all this waiting... it kills me even more to think of what an idiot I was and how I might not be able to get him back. I'm really scared about it... me and Joe were talking and apperently Remy doesn't know what to think about it... fuck, it doesn't sound good to me... not at all... crap. Why did I have to go and break up with him??? Why did I just have to be such a stupid little fuck up and let some lusty confusing feelings get inbetween and fuck everything over??? GRRRRRR!!!! I hate this!!!!
Hoo-boy... Chris Lynn drove by us cause Roxie had to go see Joe, and I was scared cause I had a thought that Remy might be in the car... thankfully he wasn't... I wouldn't know what I'd do if he was... cause they drove by as we were playing spin the bottle :S lol that game gets old fast... 'cept when you're dying to kiss one person in particular... but gah... I sorta wish he WAS in the car... cause then I coulda talked to him before wednesday. I really want to talk to him soon cause I hate all this waiting... it kills me even more to think of what an idiot I was and how I might not be able to get him back. I'm really scared about it... me and Joe were talking and apperently Remy doesn't know what to think about it... fuck, it doesn't sound good to me... not at all... crap. Why did I have to go and break up with him??? Why did I just have to be such a stupid little fuck up and let some lusty confusing feelings get inbetween and fuck everything over??? GRRRRRR!!!! I hate this!!!!