We meet again. ... and again.
Hello there LiveJournal.
It's been a long time. Tumblr has taken over I'm afraid.
But this needs saying and I'm worried that he would see it if it was on tumblr. Because he's having a hard time. (A lot of my friends are having a hard time) And I just want more than anything to be there for them - especially him - and I feel so far away and it's so frustrating because I can't do anything. And even if I was there all I could really do is hug him. Which is better than nothing I suppose, but it still wouldn't fix anything except maybe to make me feel better.
And my head is just going in circles and I know I care too much. Always have, always will. But that's just who I am.
I also think too much. About things that aren't my assignment, which is due in two days I might add.
Words feel so useless. Words are just words. You can say the same thing a hundred times and really mean what ever you say, but they're still just words. I can't do anything and he probably doesn't even care. And even if I know exactly what he's going though (and it's really not the end of the world) it's just hard. And I want to help. And I can't...
See what I mean? Circles.
Useless.
Frustration.
Over thinking.
Over caring.
Over all my thought and always being the one to say words.
I'm on a hiatus from words. (Right after I finish this assignment.)