Apr 01, 2008 01:25
I am alone no more
I have a close kinship with a lost friend
but not THE lost best friend
That one will take time
i feel impatience burning inside me everyday
Chris did what he had to do
and i feel i drove him to do it
sadly... a regret
but hindsight is 20/20
i have grown and proceed to keep moving forward
he may just give me that second chance i so long for
til then i have been settling matters in my past
coming to terms with some demons that even Chris could not fight
She had to come back
i needed her
and one day i may need him again
but when he needs me too
cuz i see that she is in a need for me as well
friendship at it's best is being displayed
i am free from my past and i no longer have to deny it
i did what i did
i live with that
and soon i feel i may just have my best friend back
and i promise you this
i will never hurt him nor push him away again