Jan 23, 2008 00:00
i quit Jamba
too much drama
Traders is the job for me
the people are great and i like being there
I mean they notice the change in me
they can see that i am happy
well, they say happier
but deep inside i know i am finally happy
Paulette does ask about Chris from time to time
i tell her that he is busy
but plans to see me soon
i like how she smiles back at me and says
i believe he will... when he is able and ready
i mean they are the perfect words for me to hear
I like how i have charge of me now
and if chris is willing to give me a second chance
(which i feel optimistic that he will)
I will be completely content that i will have everything going great in my life
I mean i feel like i am 95% happy with things in my life.
and that is still "A" ok with me
but if/when Chris lets me set things straight...
I might be at that perfect score i am looking for.
perfect score,
jamba-less