just to say it and own it
The only time i will speak on the matter unless asked. Yes i still loved her. Yes i am a fool for doing that. Yes i did have my heart broken...again. But i am still alive. In fact i am better than i was a few months ago. I can leave knowing i am a better man, for i have changed. I have a much longer fuse and i am more tolerant of things. But i was too late and unfortunate. I cant expect someone to hold emotions like me. I set myself up. I was a fool for loving this whole time. But she is happy. It is with tears that i leave her to be happy. Bitter sweet tears but i must take my parting gifts and go. Cuz she gave me the best 6 months of my life and for that i thank her. But like her...i too must move on. and i do so a better gavin.
there now i own it
there now i own it