most of the time i die trying

[gavino3885]

I have always felt that i was valued by my loved ones but now i feel like i am nothing. I feel sad. I want my loved ones to care for me. I care for them so i feel odd asking for their care. Shouldnt it just be there. Why do i have to be dying to get some consolation. Maybe it is my but right now i know not of my worth. In my eyes, i see no value. I

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Why die trying?

[anonymous]

Many people sit around and let life happen to them instead of making your life what you want it to be. Most people think of themselves, plan for themselves, and center their life around what the want--and then when other people disappoint them, and they will--they get depressed and gloomy. Life is about choices. You can decide to be happy--you can decide to have a good attitude and even if you have to pretend for awhile, the good attitude usually catches up with you.Love is a VERB. It is an action word. If you want love, give love. It is time to grow up and create value for yourself. If you get busy giving to others-and I don't mean money--I mean--do your best at school at work and decide that you are going to do the work necessary to be happy and have a full life. Don't waste your 20's hoping someone will notice you. If you are not feeling fulfilled where you are, then expand your horizons--volunteer at the burn center and read books to little kids who have been disfigured by burns. Take another class and get an A--get an A in the classes you are taking. It really is all up to you. ACT confident, stay busy--don't spend too much time on useless things that won't have an impact on your life a year or 5 years from now--put away the games--put away the gloomy face and KNOW that you have value, you have something to offer and just go for it. The opinions of others is way less important than the opinion you have of yourself. Think of it this way--whatever YOU think of yourself everyone else will think of you the same way. So just decide you are going to stop thinking, talking and acting in a negative way and be amazed at how people will be attracted to YOU--People want to be around positive energy--YOU DECIDE--you can do it.

Re: Why die trying?

[gavino3885]

how very insightful... i wonder whom this is. For i assume you have not been around me much lately. A distant person or so to speak. Next time i implore you to wn your words of advice. I may heed them more swiftly. But i am a very busy person. in fact in October i nearly worked myself into the ground. I work 35+ hours a week, put in alot of rehearsal hours with Olivia, I am a Spanish tutor, I have classes to go to, a home to keep up, and friends to support out of the kindness of my heart. but i refuse to live life not experiencing emotions. I will not deny myself sadness. Everyone gets sad from time to time and i will not prolong my sadness but i will experience it. I own my emotions and i take responsibility for them. I am there for people in there sadness. I am not repelled by sadness. Maybe everone else is but if there is something in my power to give comfort and aid to someone inneed i will do it. I will not put on a happy face if i am not happy. I will deal with the emotion that makes me sad and get over it. I dont have to act confident I AM CONFIDENT. And for the record i know this problem that got me sad will effect me 5 years from now.
Nevertheless i appreciate the love and care you have put into this comment and i can only speculate whomthis is but i thank you. I will take what you said to heart and know it was sent out of love. But my life is not ALL negativity...there are 2 sides to this coin. And trust me when i am hapy i am happy and when i am sad i dont run from it, i am sad until i deal and become happy.