Let it Rain
I've been pretty content these past few days. Alex and I have hangin' out pretty constantly. Its been awesome really. She's such an awesome girl. Jay's loss is my gain!
Ma's getting worse. I went to bring her her dinner tray tonight and she kept calling me "Ryan". Thats my dad's brother. She's going crazy, I think. It really worries me that the cancer is getting so bad. I just wish it would either take her, he go away. She rambles so much anymore. I hate to see her like this, I really do. It just.. Kills me. Dad is nowhere to be found. He's out probably fucking some cheap hooker across the border. Bastard.
I think he has this whole other life in the US. A whole other family. Why aren't we good enough for him? I swear to god, if he ever comes back, he's gonna be hurting. He should be taking care of Ma! Thats his fucking wife!! Til death do us part, in SICKNESS AND IN HEALTH!
I'm in such a bad mood tonight. I need a drink, or something.
Ma's getting worse. I went to bring her her dinner tray tonight and she kept calling me "Ryan". Thats my dad's brother. She's going crazy, I think. It really worries me that the cancer is getting so bad. I just wish it would either take her, he go away. She rambles so much anymore. I hate to see her like this, I really do. It just.. Kills me. Dad is nowhere to be found. He's out probably fucking some cheap hooker across the border. Bastard.
I think he has this whole other life in the US. A whole other family. Why aren't we good enough for him? I swear to god, if he ever comes back, he's gonna be hurting. He should be taking care of Ma! Thats his fucking wife!! Til death do us part, in SICKNESS AND IN HEALTH!
I'm in such a bad mood tonight. I need a drink, or something.