So... Am I an Ugly Organ?
Ok, I've given up for this semester. Only this one! I swear I'll raise my grades over the next few years...
So I went home last week. It's always depressing being at home. The whole house is always falling apart. I never want to be there. My mother lost her job, I'm not quite sure if she's putting in an effort to find another one. Due to the lack of income, we got rid of the internet and recently, we got rid of the cable. I do believe the phone is next in line.
Everything is black and white over there. Not much I can do... Mina is always out. I remember having a talk with her. She never goes home. She stays out until 12-2AM-ish and comes home to sleep. Then it's off to school and back to not coming back home. Sighhhh...
My youngest sister Sonyoung, is always home. She's mighty quiet. Almost like those black and white nickelodeon films. Before we financially hit the dirt, she used to always be online. 24/7. Never anything else. She would even eat dinner in front of the computer screen. Now she plays with the paint program. Spraying and doodling with the mouse. It was quite saddening. Therefore, I took her to the library on a late Saturday afternoon to perhaps open her eyes to literature. And what do you know, they have computer labs. So the next day, she begged me to take her to the library and I did so, knowing that she would go straight for the computer lab. She was there from open til close... At least she found a new hobby.
I'm too scared to spend cash. It's a vile and a very fearful object. I want a job, but not here. The jobs they have here are a joke. I feel like a hamster in a cage, nothing to do but to sit there. And I don't even get a hamster wheel.
I've stopped telling people my deep thoughts, I suppose this is somewhat of an exposure from what I've been observing.
I like english.
I get to work at the sushi house once more during Thanksgiving. Sushi dinner party with Japanese citizens? OFF COURSE!!
I used to be such a burning example,
I used to be so original.
I used to care, I was being careful.
Made sure I showed it to those that I love.
I love the new Brand New album. It's perfect. Good lyrics, good music, hands down.
So I went home last week. It's always depressing being at home. The whole house is always falling apart. I never want to be there. My mother lost her job, I'm not quite sure if she's putting in an effort to find another one. Due to the lack of income, we got rid of the internet and recently, we got rid of the cable. I do believe the phone is next in line.
Everything is black and white over there. Not much I can do... Mina is always out. I remember having a talk with her. She never goes home. She stays out until 12-2AM-ish and comes home to sleep. Then it's off to school and back to not coming back home. Sighhhh...
My youngest sister Sonyoung, is always home. She's mighty quiet. Almost like those black and white nickelodeon films. Before we financially hit the dirt, she used to always be online. 24/7. Never anything else. She would even eat dinner in front of the computer screen. Now she plays with the paint program. Spraying and doodling with the mouse. It was quite saddening. Therefore, I took her to the library on a late Saturday afternoon to perhaps open her eyes to literature. And what do you know, they have computer labs. So the next day, she begged me to take her to the library and I did so, knowing that she would go straight for the computer lab. She was there from open til close... At least she found a new hobby.
I'm too scared to spend cash. It's a vile and a very fearful object. I want a job, but not here. The jobs they have here are a joke. I feel like a hamster in a cage, nothing to do but to sit there. And I don't even get a hamster wheel.
I've stopped telling people my deep thoughts, I suppose this is somewhat of an exposure from what I've been observing.
I like english.
I get to work at the sushi house once more during Thanksgiving. Sushi dinner party with Japanese citizens? OFF COURSE!!
I used to be such a burning example,
I used to be so original.
I used to care, I was being careful.
Made sure I showed it to those that I love.
I love the new Brand New album. It's perfect. Good lyrics, good music, hands down.