since
Since no one reads this anymore, and I recently just found out this existed, I'm going to bitch and cry like the little girl I am on here all I want.
Plainly, I'm a complete fuck up. I can't say I know why or how, but I can tell myself I most certainly am. I don't know what is wrong with me. I don't know why it is whenever I start to get close to someone I just shut down, freak out, and fall into a depressed state. I can't say it enough, I don't know who I am and it is really hindering me from making any sort of progress in my life.
what the fuck am i.
Plainly, I'm a complete fuck up. I can't say I know why or how, but I can tell myself I most certainly am. I don't know what is wrong with me. I don't know why it is whenever I start to get close to someone I just shut down, freak out, and fall into a depressed state. I can't say it enough, I don't know who I am and it is really hindering me from making any sort of progress in my life.
what the fuck am i.