now that the damage is done

[gavemeapen]

Things are soo, soo much different than they were a few weeks ago.

I don't know what went wrong. I don't think I want to anymore.

I am taking a break.
A real break.
It started sooner than I intended.
But I am content.

I start work with Tessa soon.
YES.
This will be the best.

I am addicted to fluff friends on the facebook.

I have been reading.
And listening to books.
I am a dork.
I like this about myself.
Screw normalcy!

I want an icecream cone tomorrow.

I want to go to Virginia.
I want to see Josh.
I want to hug my friend again.
I miss him.
I miss him so very much.
I hate that it has been so long.
I want to re-live the day I met him and Ben.