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[gaveitaway]

Today I heard a really good song while I was stressed and I smiled and felt like my insides were washed clean

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oh, charlie

[_siana_]

i tried calling you last night. it was really late, about 3 ish maybe, but i either figured you were still awake or i could leave a message on your phone. but, since i didn't have your area code, i guessed it to be 219 and when i called, it just rang a long time, didn't go to an answering machine, then someone just hung it up. i don't know if it was you or not, but i figure i wouldn't bother you again calling that late. but i called because last night i spent our and a half hours reading all of the perks of being a wallflower and throughout the whole book i kept reading things that reminded me a lot about you, so i told myself that no matter how late i finished the book, i would call you and tell you i was thinking about you during a good part of it. and i also wanted to call to tell you i am sorry for not calling you on tuesday. i'm just stupid and have stupid priorities and owed you an apology. and i was going to leave you this long message cause i was feeling so high after reading that whole book all at once, that and it was late late at night and i always do my deepest thinking then, and i figured i could have a good talk with you if you were still awake. but yeah, that's the gist. this is long. my phone will be on if you want to call. i'm pretty sure im recording tomorrow, but you can give it a shot. i hope you sleep well tonight.

Re: oh, charlie

[gaveitaway]

I found out that when you called my brother hung up because the phone was by him. That really makes me happy knowing that you were thinking about me and actually calling me to tell me. Like I said to you on the phone, I understand about you not calling. I barely know you but I know you well enough to know you're not shitty when it comes to that situation. Tonight when I call you back we will have a good long talk, I surely need it. Thanks for making me feel important. :]