Dec 24, 2003 01:08
I kept on saying, this is to good to be true.
Looking at you
Talking to you
Touching you.
Kissing you.
Hearing your heartbeat.
I don't hate you. I don't dislike you. You're my friend and that is totally good enough. I think you are amazing. I never look at girls the way I look at you ever. Feeling that stupid grin on my face and breathing going up when our eyes meet. I'm just so fucking deep and it's lame. I understand that your straight. I just wish you weren't like every other broad I've meet and fell for. And with you saying if I quit you would concider being with me, but admitting you lied just to get me to stop smoking...I just wish you didn't. Because I really got happy. And me actually quiting something for someone is a BIG deal.
I feel to stupid to IM you. I don't want you to think I'm pissed or even mad. I'm not. I'll probley even call you in a few days to see if you want to do something lame with me. I don't mean to hurt your feelings, I just like I said..deep.
I'm creepy. I think just being your friend is good enough. Goodnight Katie.