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[gaveitaway]

It's been a week since we started really speaking so I think it was ridiculous for me to freak out when you said, not in that way. Maybe I should just wait or maybe I should just take yesterday as a time to realize that no matter what she says, she's not going to end up being my lover

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possibly a stranger

[_siana_]

hi michele. i don't know if you remember me (katie). i always went to the shows with lindsay j. aaron vincel's girl. i talked to you a couple times before i left to new york, but, yeah. i just started this lj thingy and i put you on my friend list cause i always read about your life on this thing (kinda sketchy wording i suppose). but yeah, i think it'd be cool if you added me. i might have some interesting things to read about! ha. if you don't remember me, though, it's alright. and by the way... i hope you don't feel lonely today. no need. bye. :)

Re: possibly a stranger

[gaveitaway]

Wow, that actually made my day that you even remembered me. Of course I remember you though. I thought you were beautiful the first time I meet you. I am adding you back. Today I don't feel that lonely. And I hope you don't feel lonely either. I heard you are going to college in NY you really should tell me about it because I've always wanted to go to NY. Take care. xo

Re: possibly a stranger

[_siana_]

i am going to college in NY. the school kinda sucks, so i going to try to transfer, but it would be to NYU, in the city, so it would be ten times better. NY fucking rocks. you should come out here sometime. you'd have a place to stay. here is ten times better than valpo. and, there's be some lovely ladies for you at my school, if you'd want to meet them... take it easy.

Re: possibly a stranger

[gaveitaway]

Actually, my friend Tim said something about going to NY during spring break, some break..but you know how people talk. But I'll probley end up chilling there for a couple days if I go to Maryland and if I drive there. And thanks. I'm glad your switching schools if it makes you happy. Why don't you dig the school though? hmmm lovely ladies is quite tempting. You know how the Valpo broads are, slutty and gross.

Re: possibly a stranger

[_siana_]

the kids at the school here don't tickle my fancy, which brings the atmosphere down. and the school doesn't have the major i want or classes for the major for that matter. if you come out, you should stop by. i'll show you around.

Re: possibly a stranger

[gaveitaway]

What are the kids like? What do you want to major in? I never took school or life seriosly till this year which will cause some problems in the future but maybe not. I'm stil trying to brush off that brainwashing crap. I just want to go to college to be a better writer. My grammar isn't all that studdly. I'm already starting a novel, I don't need a college degree to get published. If I do go to NY, I'll def stop by. :] Oh and sorry I ask so many questions, I just wonder a lot. Perhaps you can just IM me if you want.

Re: possibly a stranger

[_siana_]

the kids are alright to hang out with, but none of them seem like they could be true friends. i want to major in music production and engineering. i'm going to start a publishing company for my songs...i could be your publisher. haha. joking. if you don't want to go to school long, go to like a two year school for writing. you don't need a degree to get published, but it will up your chances, saying that you have some experience.

Re: possibly a stranger

[gaveitaway]

I could of got published in the beg of my high school years, but I turned down the offer when my teacher told me about it. She showed some people something I wrote for her class and bla bla bla long story. Anyways, it's true though..it will up my chances. And I wish you lots of luck with the whole music production and publishing. A lot of people everywhere don't really seem to be true friend material.

Re: possibly a stranger

[_siana_]

my advice: next time don't pass up a publishing opportunity :) (sorry, i'm kina sarcastic)

Re: possibly a stranger

[gaveitaway]

You write your thoughts on this country, you'll get a response. THAT'S why I did not publish my work. Everything I write is like...you have to read it once to feel it, but twice to dig deep and realize it wasn't what you thought it was..but something better. I sound concieded, I'm not. IM me on AIM!