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Sometimes life is so beautiful that I can't help but cry. Sometime pain is so beautiful that I can't help but cry. People say when they are hurt that they wish they could never feel again. I would never give up any emotions because the way some of these people make me feel are beyond words. It's amazing, fucking amazing how one can feel just by looking into someone elses eyes. I am remanicing in my memories and it feels okay to do it this time.
Have you ever heard a song, smelt something, or saw something that just triggered your memory and all you can remember is how you felt and nothing else. The feeling just comes in to play in your heart and you were there once again. Sometimes when I look up at your churchs lights ontop of the building when I drive past it I remember the days when it was so cold that my fingers were purple and how I usually just wore that black sweatshirt. And how I always felt beautiful because you thought I was.
Do I really hate a lot of people? Why am I so bitter? I never really was one to like to have more then one friend. I like spending my time with one person day in and day out.
Sometimes when I write songs, I'm not writing.
Have you ever heard a song, smelt something, or saw something that just triggered your memory and all you can remember is how you felt and nothing else. The feeling just comes in to play in your heart and you were there once again. Sometimes when I look up at your churchs lights ontop of the building when I drive past it I remember the days when it was so cold that my fingers were purple and how I usually just wore that black sweatshirt. And how I always felt beautiful because you thought I was.
Do I really hate a lot of people? Why am I so bitter? I never really was one to like to have more then one friend. I like spending my time with one person day in and day out.
Sometimes when I write songs, I'm not writing.