and we kissed so hard that everything stoped

[gaveitaway]

I just want to realize that not everyone is out to get me. For instance, I really need to stop seeing Sasha as this broad that just fucked me over because she didn't. She cried when she realized that she wasn't gay because she didn't want to hurt me. I could tell by her eyes that she meant the tears as well. But then it's just the little things that she does that makes that meaning go away. Like her knowing that I hate hearing about her boyfriend, espically when she talks about having sex with them. It makes me nervous and she knows it because I do that stupid hand threw the back of my hair and she even said yesterday that I do that a lot. She makes me nervous a lot.

I feel fine, I just need to remember that everyone that comes into my life has a purpose.