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This is exactly why lately I've been trying not to say how I feel towards things in my journal, you kids don't fucking UNDERSTAND. So fucking understand thisI have never EVER been close to someone completely in my life, never trusted ANYONE and only had ONE concern about ONE person, then have them leave your life forever, for no reason
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how do you expect them to know exactly how you feel? to know what you are going through? we can only see what.s going on from the outside.
i.m sorry you lost someone who obviously meant a lot to you. but i read that other comment and she seemed to make what she wanted very clear. perhaps you should remember that you want her to be happy. you do want that don.t you?
it.s kind of like how i took care of this baby bird once. and the bird was totally cool with me and would hop towards me. and then one day it was time for it to fly away. and i had to let it go.
the past does not die. it still exists. your times with her are alive. you.re just not "living" them right now. have you ever read slaughter house five? in that book the character describes the world and "time" as a range of mountains you look at. people don.t die. they just aren.t there in future moments and they are still in other moments. and any time he wants to the main character can go travel through time and live moments in the past future OR present. because he can see them, on that mountain range.
that.s all i can think of to say right now. i want candy corn.
take care
<3
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Thank you Eva
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