the sonnet of a man whose lost himself
i've always considered myself someone that people can turn to with their problems, someone people can lean on when they are down or sad, someone who is very emotionally strong,who can handle things with a little more strength than most. But what happens when i crumble, when things get so heavy on my shoulders that i can't take it anymore. when i can't be the person that i want to be, i don't feel like i can be that person anymore, im so emotionally tired, and i can't handle being this depressed. so whats next? i fall asleep so easily anymore, my body is so tired and run down. it used to be so easy for me to get motivated and stay up, but it seems like latley all i want to do is sleep. and thats not me. ive been missing a lot of things because of this, and i really need to get out of this slump. and i dont know what will pull me out of this, i wish i knew the answers, i wish i could be as strong for me as i am for other people, i wish i felt as safe around me as other people do.