Apr 03, 2005 20:16
Sorry about the bullshit in the last entry, I seriously don't know what is wrong with people anymore. Oh well, if some people doubt that an emo quarterback will beat the living shit out of anyone who sits around and does whatever they can to make Randa's life hell? Then keep on believing that, I'm not one to sit around and watch this happen to her. Anyways, my day wasn't the best, but my break was great. I spent time with Randa, that's what I had hoped for. We talked about everything, and I'm so happy we did, because I now know the whole truth. I was also able to give her answers, some good, some bad, but we've moved on.. What really mattered was that I got to see her. I got to spend the entire day with her both Friday's this break, and I'm almost sure I'm going to see her next weekend, so I'm really happy. The only thing that really sucks is school tomorrow =( God I hate school, it's so damn boring, I'd be dead if it wasn't for sports. But enough bitching, school's school, I just hope it ends as soon as possible, because I can't even wait for Summer Vacation.
Well that's it, I'm sorry Randa that I can't be there all the time, and that people use that to their advantage, but I'm always here to talk, and even though it's as close as we can get at times, I'm seeing you every weekend, and it'll only get better. So one last time, I just want to give a big fuck you to anybody who doesn't have faith in us, and a thank you to those who do. I won't say any names, but you worthless, low life fucking assholes know who you are, as do the people who are there. I'm glad that through all this, people can see what she really means to me. I know what I'm feeling, there is no doubt, and I can't wait to see Randa next weekend, and no, not because my hormones are raging, but because I want to be there to hold her. To be there. To care for her. To show how much I love her, and regardless of what anyone sais, nobody will ever take that from me and her...
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