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I’m an absolute state I keep cocking work up because I can’t concentrate and now just got in trouble for it. I feel like drinking myself into oblivion. All this over her its really starting to get destructive and the emails over the past two days have just made me feel numb and dreadful. I’m constantly stopping myself from crying all the time I’m sat writing this and I can feel them streaming down my face, good thing I’m sat away from everyone today.
I have no get up and go at the moment and could be a sloth easily this weekend. Did you ever get that feeling that you have destroyed the best person that you ever had going for you and really all that is running through your head is nothing will replace that person. Every morning I’m waking up and hoping I roll over to find her asleep next to me...
I’m really empty without her and I don’t for a minute regret anything to do with Laura not one second. I just want her back forever...
I have no get up and go at the moment and could be a sloth easily this weekend. Did you ever get that feeling that you have destroyed the best person that you ever had going for you and really all that is running through your head is nothing will replace that person. Every morning I’m waking up and hoping I roll over to find her asleep next to me...
I’m really empty without her and I don’t for a minute regret anything to do with Laura not one second. I just want her back forever...