Dec 07, 2004 11:25
Gauze propped himself up with pillows until he was in a comfortable writing position. The bongun sleeping on his arm was only a slight hinderance.
Wow! I still can't get used to how much blank space in this book. I think I'll keep using it even when I do find my old journal. Anyway.
Something amazing happened today. I met Ryshan here in Izlude, for the first time in about a year. I was so happy to see him! Happy, and a little...well, worried maybe. He seems so different from when he left that night. I think it is interesting that we met in this city, since this was the last place I saw him when we lived here together. I'm not sure what to think, even though I'm really happy that he's here. I think he hates Vinyl, but everyone seems to hate Vinyl and I'm not sure why. He invtited BOTH of us to come live with him in Aldebaran! I don't know what to do, he seemes very anxious for me to come.... it would be wonderful, so why don't I want to do it? I told him I would tell him later, but I don't know how to tell him what I want to tell him. It's very confusing.
I am in his hotel room now, resting even though it is the middle of the day. I had an issue in the restaurant we went to earlier and now he's worried about me. He won't believe that I fainted just because I'm tired. Doesn't that happen, though? Or should I have picked something better? I couldn't use "hungry" because we were eating, though I almost said it.
He left the room a little while ago, and put a note on the desk PROMISING that he will be back in a couple hours. I laughed a little at that note, because I always manage to come home or wake up to notes about people leaving me whom I never see again, or not for a long time.... but this one said "promise".... A promise to come back.
I promised I would go back to see Iaviaan, too, and I asked him to promise not to eat anyone in town but he only stared at me and furrowed his face up.
When Rysh comes back, should I still be here? Perhaps I should leave him a note this time. I feel bad lying here, though I'm perfectly fine, while Wither is a cat out there. I have a little while to decide what I should do.
Gauze closed the book and slid it back into his backpack. He commenced staring at the door. He at least seemed to be thinking very hard.