Nov 26, 2011 00:17
My Ex sent me a message on GTalk earlier. I don't know what he was thinking. We never had a healthy relationship. No. Just... Stop talking to me! Thank you very much.
Anyways, I just wanted to get to the bottom of it, I don't mean to be leading him on. I have told him many times before that I am not interested in any kind of relationship with him. Loving or just friends. I don't even want him as a facebook or AIM friend. No. Please! Just leave me alone! I am happy with my current relationship. I have no clue how or where this will go, but I am enjoying the ride. Thinking about the future terrifies me, I will admit, in the back of my mind, I feel like this relationship has an expiration date. But that doesn't mean that I can't enjoy the milk while it's still fresh!
He says he wants to see me and be friends, but it is not going to happen. I just want to be left alone. Is that so hard to ask?
Why do I have to keep breaking up with you? I thought I did that already!!!
I just want to get this over with, so when Monday comes around, I can go see TJ, talk my ass off for an hour about how much all this sucks at my appointment and then see Oliver later that night and pounce on him! Thank you very much!