May 23, 2005 17:00
i fucking hate my dad...he came into my room to give me a damn lecture about saturday night and he was being all retarded about it and we were starting to fight about it...then at one point no one talked for a minute so i rubbed my eyes and said watever...as in ok you can leave now...and he fucking blew up at me!! he started yelling and shit and he was all thats it...THATS IT! if you have one mess up...even a MINOR mess up! your out of this shit like that ::snapped fingers:: and then he was all yelling "you satisfied? huh? are you satisfied?" and i was all 'stop yelling at me! if your gonna yell just leave! your making me feel like crap!' and at this point we r both yelling...and he was all 'im making YOU feel like crap? when you said watever to me it made ME feel like crap! because it meant that you dont give a shit wat i think!" and im like starting to cry and i said "well im sorry you thought it meant that but its not true!" and he went on about it and finally he was all "thats it! im done with this! im leaving now!" and he left my room went downstairs...could hear him yelling downstairs...my door was closed...then he stormed out of the front door and left with one of the cars and hasnt come home yet...that was about 30-40 mins ago...i hope he never fucking comes home...dies in a fucking car crash...i have absolutly no respect for him any more...i couldnt even talk to my mom afterwards...thats the first fight ive had with him where im actualy screaming at him...god i fucking hate him!!