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you ask me if i remember that night, when you were crying and i was crying too.
it was the same day i for some reason called them soggy bottom boys, instead of los lonely boys. why, i dont know, the best part is i was 100% serious in believing thats what they were called, and i hated that stupid song, even then. we didnt know then, what was coming later, so we walked across the street by taco bell, and you threw my sunglasses into the sand, you didnt mean for me to lose them, but i did and i was mad. but not really, never really. later on we ate there, and complained later about how gross it was, but we were thirsty, and then drinking soda made us hungry so we ate those stupid things. later, we kind of fought again because we couldnt remember where we parked the car, i swore it was right, and you said it was left, and luckily it was just straight, because then that way we were at least both wrong. later on, i got mad because there was sand in my hair and you told me i complained too much which made everything a lot worse. even later, we layed around in our baithing suits, i tried to ignore what was eating at me, it came and went, i sometimes really did but it was so hot outside i was too irritable to focus on anything else, you know, im always so bad at laying out, i can only do it for so long before i get too hot, and too frustrated.
later on, you were taking out all the fruit from the refridgerator, and i was eating it, finally i just made a decision, quick and before i could change my mind i blurted out," you know i dont care, you know...it doesnt matter one way or another, it doesnt matter to me at all i forgive you, whatever it is, whatever it was, whatever itll be or how it was or what it was or what it wasnt, its all the same"
and so it still goes you know. its still that way, for whatever ever could happen, thats my answer. i never needed to know, i still dont need to know because i believe you. i forgive you. theyre the same thing.
it was the same day i for some reason called them soggy bottom boys, instead of los lonely boys. why, i dont know, the best part is i was 100% serious in believing thats what they were called, and i hated that stupid song, even then. we didnt know then, what was coming later, so we walked across the street by taco bell, and you threw my sunglasses into the sand, you didnt mean for me to lose them, but i did and i was mad. but not really, never really. later on we ate there, and complained later about how gross it was, but we were thirsty, and then drinking soda made us hungry so we ate those stupid things. later, we kind of fought again because we couldnt remember where we parked the car, i swore it was right, and you said it was left, and luckily it was just straight, because then that way we were at least both wrong. later on, i got mad because there was sand in my hair and you told me i complained too much which made everything a lot worse. even later, we layed around in our baithing suits, i tried to ignore what was eating at me, it came and went, i sometimes really did but it was so hot outside i was too irritable to focus on anything else, you know, im always so bad at laying out, i can only do it for so long before i get too hot, and too frustrated.
later on, you were taking out all the fruit from the refridgerator, and i was eating it, finally i just made a decision, quick and before i could change my mind i blurted out," you know i dont care, you know...it doesnt matter one way or another, it doesnt matter to me at all i forgive you, whatever it is, whatever it was, whatever itll be or how it was or what it was or what it wasnt, its all the same"
and so it still goes you know. its still that way, for whatever ever could happen, thats my answer. i never needed to know, i still dont need to know because i believe you. i forgive you. theyre the same thing.