Been a while.
Just got home. Maybe from just next door, or a journey that's been a bit longer, both geographically and through time. It's starting to get exhausting. That's the price you pay I guess for not taking the easy way out. For not asking for handouts, just for digging it out for yourself. And then, you always remember how much harder it is just for eveyrone else. We just kinda ignore them cuz they're not us, and we're trying to feel good about our own struggles.
Being proud of oneself became a rarity. I try so hard to stay humble, but it keeps stuff kind of bleak.
Stereophonics - maybe tomorrow. Good song a friend recommended it to me.
Been really speakin to me lately. Been around enough in the last few months where I keep forgetting where home is, or where I even am. Life's been going so fast lately. I'm just waiting for the big sense of releif when it's all over and I can finally rest.
I look forward to it so much it hurts.
And there's a part of me who's so afraid of the thought that it's not gonna come anytime soon.
Being proud of oneself became a rarity. I try so hard to stay humble, but it keeps stuff kind of bleak.
Stereophonics - maybe tomorrow. Good song a friend recommended it to me.
Been really speakin to me lately. Been around enough in the last few months where I keep forgetting where home is, or where I even am. Life's been going so fast lately. I'm just waiting for the big sense of releif when it's all over and I can finally rest.
I look forward to it so much it hurts.
And there's a part of me who's so afraid of the thought that it's not gonna come anytime soon.