She'd give anything and everything to fall in love...
just this one time she'd like to find what she's been dreamin' of...
Okay, today was horrible.
Jake and I broke up. I just give up...I am tired of getting disappointed and hurt over and over again. It's just not worth it anymore. I can't keep picking up the pieces over and over again. It is starting to get really old.
Oh well...like I always say, in the end everything will be okay and if it's not okay then it's not the end.
I feel like everything I have worked so hard for is falling to pieces. I just can't seem to pull everything together.
Ugh, whatever. I will be okay, I always am.
And I love how when you seem to need someone the most, they aren't there and you don't ever ask for much from your friends...all you want is for them to be there when you need them the most, but they never are so I guess I will just have to live with that. And you go out of your way to be there for them...yeah, ya know I don't even care if you help, but just the reassurance that you have a friend when you need one is always just a little uplifting. oh well...
Ya know, I know that all this stuff really doesn't seem like a big deal but when it continues to occur over and over again it really starts to become disappointing.
Okay I am done being cynical. Friday: track meet at STA. I am looking forward to that and hoping that I feel better before then because this past week I havent been feeling well at all.
Happy Birthday Allison! I love you kidd!!!
the end...peace out.
~Miss Auburn~